The picture you see is when i was leaving florida and i was able to get the sun rising up that morning. and looking at the sun rise up reminded me that it was the start of a new day and a new life once again. I didn't have a choice to leave Florida consider that i was unhappy there and was not moving forward with my life. But i know that the path that i choiced to leave was going to be a harder one. Knowing that i had to start all over again with new friends new job a place to live. and dont get me wrong i use to live in Upstate NY 3 years ago and left but i think that it was time for me to come home i made a lot of promises to people when i left. That i was going to see my sister Lucy once more. i havent seen her in 11 years. even though she is not my biologic sister i consider her my family. I promised 2 of my teachers that i would make something of myself. and i felt that my life in Florida made me lose myself and lose my goals that i had set and i was how to put it.... that i slacked for 2 years not really doing anything with my life.

i came back to NY to do that to go back to college and get the degrees that i need. and to see my sister and friends again. i know that when i moved back home here in NY i have not been fighting with my family like i was. but this allows me to see my family that i missed out on for 4 years of my life. and i could't be happier to be home in a place that i missed soo much.

and i do miss my friends in Florida but honetly there was no life for me there and i feel like i can finally get back on track and be the person that i need to be to continue what i need to get done.